It started on a cold night. But then I started thinking about how sometimes you have to tune something a little differently to find what you’re looking for. Home; Who Am I? I want peace in the midst of chaos, and calm as my heart is in the middle of the ocean in the storm. !—it’s long, beware!!!! Change ), You are commenting using your Twitter account. But all hope isn’t lost. ( Log Out /  Let my heart speak louder than my head I do not regret living the life I did not plan. Let my heart speak louder than my head I do not regret living the life I did not plan. And when I’m playing video games, that’s another melody altogether. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ‘It works with the melody and the lyrics!! Change ), You are commenting using your Facebook account. It’s not a complicated song by any means, it shouldn’t be this hard! I say cold because it sounds more relatable than … I started to figure out a rhythm with strumming, and I realized this rhythm sounded a lot like the one I had planned out for a song I’d written 3 years ago, but couldn’t finish because I didn’t have a ukulele at the time.

I’m not very good yet, so learning chords and learning strumming techniques is about all I can do (but it’s still more than before). Change ), Anything can happen || an excerpt/thoughts. Proof (poem) May 23, 2020 My heart is in a much different and better place now, but I found some poetry I wrote last summer in the notes on my phone and decided it was too good not to share. There are many more songs to be written and played. Enjoy the videos and music you love, upload original content, and share it all with friends, family, and the world on YouTube. I know this struggle is not over.

Change ), You are commenting using your Twitter account. ( Log Out /  I thought about how when I’m tuned into the musician side of me, it reminds me of my childhood, sitting in my room and writing songs and pushing myself until I was tired but not knowing what I was doing then either because I knew nothing about music theory or anything (still don’t).

Create a free website or blog at WordPress.com. Menu. Change ), To the girl with the beautiful heart (story time! Why can’t I find all the chords I need to finish this song??’. Menu. Change ), You are commenting using your Google account. ( Log Out /  Even if I know what it’s supposed to sound like, it’s not me. What if it’s not manipulation at all? Change ), You are commenting using your Google account. Menu. I desire so badly to feel like I fit in with people who are self sufficient and know what they’re doing by themselves, but I can never find the key that they’re in. But, like, what if God wants to use us in the tune he’s designed us to play in? I got frustrated and decided to go do something else.

Then I thought about how when I try to tune myself to fit a situation, I feel wrong and not myself. Home; Who Am I? I am unable to see clearly until I speak with you, When I’m not always loyal (or logical) times myself, …right after I’ve had time to hide under my silence and shyness and fall apart, A settled rain calming down dust and ashes, You who brings no judgement or embarrassment to my not recently practiced skills, or lack there of, The ones who beg and plead for validation, The ones who liberate their feelings in trade of being a prisoner to neediness, The ones who don’t take their mothers advice about social status, To be completely encaptured in a hug as I bear my soul, Allowing the grass to become green and the flowers to bloom, Like a mighty ocean wave crashing inside of a tiny glass bottle, Begging, pleading, threatening to break open. What if that’s something I need to learn? But I also began to think about how I love painting, but I’m tuned a little differently when I’m doing that. After all, I was created in the hands of the master musician. And so for now I hold my breath and internalize the sharp, bitter pains, I’ll cry when I try to smile at a dog that passes by. So now the question is, how do I let Him? What if they’re only playing in one key, and what if they don’t know that God can show them how to play the whole instrument? ( Log Out /  Change ), You are commenting using your Facebook account. Menu. Let my heart speak louder than my head I do not regret living the life I did not plan. As I struggled to find the right chords to the tune in my head, I began to become really frustrated.

Will I become one of “those girls” to you? Change ), You are commenting using your Google account. ( Log Out /  I mean, I knew what it sounded like, why couldn’t I just apply that to this instrument? And comforting tone. And at the same time, trusting God scares me so much because He knows things I don’t, and I like to be well prepared and in control.

I then began to think about how confusing and complicated it was to find the right chords. ( Log Out / 

But what if it’s giving us the chord chart and lessons we need to figure out how to be the best and fullest parts of who we are? Let my heart speak louder than my head I do not regret living the life I did not plan. I began to think about how in church as a kid, we’d talk about being instruments of the Lord. The things I do to breathe (poem) Posted on April 1, 2018 April 7, 2018 by thislyricalheart92. This afternoon, I decided to practice and learn some stuff on my ukulele. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ), Anything can happen || an excerpt/thoughts. So, I started thinking about something today. (Story time!! What if instead of feeling insecure and scared because I know I don’t feel like I truly fully fit in anywhere, I let God play a harmony through me more beautiful than I could imagine?

( Log Out /  ( Log Out /  How do I trust that? ( Log Out /  Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Change ), You are commenting using your Twitter account. And I began to feel like I shouldn’t be allowed to call myself a musician, though it’s what I want to be so badly, I can feel it in my bones (and sometimes despite my bones).

( Log Out /  lovely/lonely (poem) Posted on April 18, 2018 April 18, 2018 by thislyricalheart92. ( Log Out /  Create a free website or blog at WordPress.com. And how I only ever saw that as being used and manipulated. You with your kind words.

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